MOTHERFUCKERS, quit telling him to keep trying. If someone posted about how their abusive SO was making their life shit, would you tell them to keep trying to make it work? Or if drugs were ruining someone’s life? fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckf
Comparing League to an abusive SO is the best analogy I could possibly come up with.
This is why they pay you the big
bucks plots, MSCA.
One day you will be ultra level Korean gold LoL player.
Lunaismywaifu? Artistic blog? More like blog of desperate LoL player.
I had 8 weeks to try my darnest to get to Gold league. I spent pretty much every waking hour of the last few months dedicated to playing League for that purpose, because I wanted to prove that the last 18 months of my life were not completely wasted and that I had something to show for it, meaning being slightly better at the game than the average (75% of players are silver or bronze).
But after 11 tries I’m pretty convinced that I am not any better than the average. That I don’t have the skills necessary to make up for the lack of skill of my teammates. I can certainly list a number of promotion series that were ruined by afks, dcs or just all around shitty players on my team, but now with over 100 games played between Silver 1 90 LP and Gold 5, I realize that I’m just not good enough, that like everything else I have ever done in my life, I’m perfectly average. And it’s frustrating because I feel it’s a lack of talent on my part, something that is way too hard for me to overcome with knowledge or experience. I’m just shit mechanically, I tunnel vision and have the attention span of a 3 year old. And my lack of skill makes me tilt extremely easily. Giving up a dumb kill is to me what being Darth Vader’s son is to Luke Skywalker.
So I’m done. I bought a house in this meantime and I finally got the keys to it recently, which means I won’t have time to idly play videogames all weekend long and instead will have to put in a decent amount of work to get it fixed up as soon as possible so I can move in. Hopefully I’ll have all of it done by mid November and then my life can have a regular routine again, which means I can go back to drawing since I’ll have the space to do it there. Sometimes I get itchy and want to doodle something but just can’t so it will be nice to get back into it and continue being completely average at that too.
Kyoto Animation, saving anime in the year 2014
10th promos to gold has to be the charm. Right? Right?
Being a support is suffering.
The lesson to take from this is that the girls’ sprites are all naked under the clothes layer and all we need to do is dump the game files for all the humanized glory.